Tuesday, May 05, 2009

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New York is definitely a She.
And like all powerful women
she is mistaken for being cold.
Most people approach her to get something.
And she knows it.
She deals with it every day.
That doesn't mean she hasn't got a heart.
He who finds it
is loved and given anything he wants.

I almost missed her.
But I stood the test.
I almost bought into the paranoia
but then decided to stay.
And from that very moment she opened up to me.
I now realize I was too quick to judge her.
But in my particular case it was good,
coz somehow it provoked her
to show me I was wrong.
But only after I decided to stay.

She is everything and anything.
I immediately admitted and appologized.
And she showed me love.

From now on
instead of thinking there's someting she lacks
I will simply confide to her
what I miss.
And I know she will show it to me.


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I see her more clearly now.
I see that she is complex and often misunderstood.
Now there's a mutual love.
And she will give me anything I want.

What touches her the most is
that I don't want anything FROM her,
but that my dream is to give TO her.
She is deeply moved by this.
And the mere fact
that I so boldly dare to say out loud
that I know she loves me
makes her even more certain
that I have understood her heart.
Now it envelopes and protects me
and I have an allie
in the city of cities.

I could have anything I want from her.
But then again,
if I became greedy
I'd make no difference.
She would probably grant me my wishes.
But I'd be just another fortune seeker.
Not her lover.


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